i dont know how i can keep a smile on my face when im feeling such a way. i'm having one of those days when i feel like the world is against me. im so sad and i cant find happiness in anything. i know something is wrong because not even music can get to me. im taking everything people say to me personally when usually i dont give a fuck. i feel like nothing i do or say is satisfying people and im trying so hard. working a 9 hour shift didnt help at all and im annoyed with one of my closest friends for no reason. I'm so cold and I have this terrible cough that feels like it's coming from the deepest pits of my body. But I'm not sick. i ate so much chocolate today and all i can think about is my face breaking out. I want to call one of friends for some words of encouragement because he gives the BEST advice, but I don't think I can talk to him without crying. plus, so many great things are happening in his life right now and i dont wanna bring him down with all this sad shit. i hope you see this jorge. I just want to hide underneath all of my covers and go to sleep and wake up to tomorrow.
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